Kabak, far away from home, so close to my soul 🧡💛💔

Somewhere in the jungle. Not only screaming for simple acceptance and attention, but also seeking deeper meaning. Salty water on Your skin while You sit in front of breeze. Feeling guilty, happy too. Not really knowing what to do. Stars around and more sun. Rather good as it should. Look so easy, so insane. After all, it's just a game. Like a dream, short and elusive. Breeze again, all the same. Older a bit, just as reckless. Stop me somehow, cause I don't know how. Elusive, unreasonable, full of feeling and strength. Kabak my soul, soo far from home so incomprehensible. Is it me? Still myself? Maybe shadow or a player. Still wondering how many I have layers? How far can I go? How long I can survive? What I need and should have? What is just an irony or delusion. Stars the same, place as well. Peace and music, should be all. But where the f**k is my soul? Somewhere deep in the ground, seeking water and the sun. Crazy, simple wanna more. I promise not to snore. I will whisper in Your ear. Just promise me to stay here.